Well, so much for blogging every day, eh? Oh well… Instead of giving up entirely, I’ll just get back on the wagon and do the best I can.
Thank you for all the wonderful comments about Theron. He was definitely the World’s Best Dog and we miss him terribly. It’s strange walking into our home and not seeing him sleeping on his pillow in the corner or hearing him walking around at night. I guess it just takes some getting used to.
My friend Lori made this beautiful collage in tribute to Theron. I love it!
Actually it makes me teary to read it…
My friend Shelly sent me this poem (she didn’t include the source and I’m too tired to look for it), which also results in a lump in my throat when I read it!
To Those I Love and Those Who Love Me
When I am gone, Release me, Let me go
I have so many things to see and do,
You mustn’t tie yourself to me with tears,
Be thankful for our Beautiful years,
I gave to you my love, You can only guess
How much you gave to me in happiness,
I thank you for the love you each have shown,
But now it’s time I traveled alone.
So grieve awhile for me, if grieve you must,
Then let your grief be comforted by trust.
It’s only for a time that we must part,
So bless the memories within your heart.
I won’t be far away, for life goes on,
So if you need me, Call, And I will come.
Though you can’t see me or touch me, I’ll be near,
And if you listen with your Hearts, you’ll hear
All my love around you soft and clear,
And then, when you must come this way alone
I’ll greet you with a smile and say:
“Welcome Home”
Just as my heart is on the mend, so is my health. Late last week (while I was on our staff retreat actually) I started getting congested and not feeling well. Monday it hit full-force (of course because it was a day off, which in hindsight is a good thing I guess). I ended up taking off on Tuesday and Wednesday (although I did drive into work on Wednesday but after sitting at my desk for 5 minutes decided I needed to be at in bed at home!) and am finally feeling better today (thanks in part to Modern Medicine!).
Unfortunately My Guys didn’t dodge that bullet and are both exhibiting signs of illness. Oliver has a runny nose, rosy cheeks, and has been a Mr. Crankypants for the last couple of days. DH is actually at home in bed. Hopefully it passes quickly for them.
The results from the bone marrow biopsy I had on Friday came back negative for lymphoma. I had a PET/CT scan yesterday and hopefully that will be negative as well, therefore ruling out lymphoma as the result of my diminished white blood counts. Of course the question then will be, “What caused them to go down in the first place.” But as long as we get them back up (which they currently are due to twice-weekly Neupogen injections) and I get better again, I don’t really care “why”.
Hopefully tomorrow I’ll finally get around to blogging about the incredible weekend I had at our staff retreat!

January 22, 2009 at 2:19 pm
Take care of yourselves. Stay in bed!!! I’m so glad your bone marrow biopsy is negative. One worry out of the way. Hope you all are feeling better soon.
As for the picture I made for you, I’m really glad you like it. I had tears while making it as well. I know one day you will look at it and have no more tears, just a smile and fond memories.
January 22, 2009 at 2:44 pm
So glad to hear that you are on the mend and I do hope that you get some answers to the whole blood count trauma!
You deserve to be able to breeze into Spring with a renewed healty body and spirit!
Hugs!
January 22, 2009 at 2:55 pm
Thank God!
January 22, 2009 at 3:14 pm
Could your impending cold/virus have caused the low blood count??
January 22, 2009 at 4:42 pm
While I know you want to work, rest when you need to! I find I get over things much faster if I go my butt to bed and not try to sludge my way thru. Feel better soon!
January 22, 2009 at 7:00 pm
I’m glad you’re feeling better. I hope your guys get back to normal soon too.
January 22, 2009 at 8:03 pm
Frank I’m glad you are on the mend both emotionally and physically. Take care of yourself! I didn’t know who wrote the poem myself. It was enclosed in a note from my vet after I had to put my cat down. It brought comfort to me so I hope it did the same for you. I did a little search and came up with the author, Mary Alice Ramish.
January 22, 2009 at 8:15 pm
Hi Frank, I am so sorry about Theron. Glad you are on the mend and that the lymphoma is not back. Take care Marian in SA
January 23, 2009 at 4:26 am
I’m glad to hear that you’ve been resting, and your test results were negative. Remember that stress is the Antichrist as far as your health is concerned, so try to find time for whatever will heal your psyche, too (reading, baking, bubble baths – whatever trips your trigger).
I hope everyone feels better soon. Drinks lots of fluids!
January 23, 2009 at 6:55 am
So glad that count is up. Be careful and don’t catch that bug again. I sure hope the boys are feeling better soon!
January 27, 2009 at 8:46 am
I hope you are feeling better real soon, very nice poem. I love you.
Mary