“Daddy’s fishie” arrived and changed my life in so many ways that I can’t even begin to list them.
The Angel that delivered Oliver to us, Papa, Oliver, and Daddy moments after his arrival.
I had no idea how my life was going to change from that day forward, all because we were chosen to be the parents of this amazing little guy.
I wish I could say that I haven’t had any regrets since that day three years ago, but unfortunately I have had many. Thankfully none of them have to do with my desire nor decision to become a Daddy.
Instead, all of my regrets stem from my wish that I could be the Daddy that Oliver deserves. All I can say is that each day I try the best I can with what I have. Unfortunately I go to bed every evening aware that I have fallen short, but optimistic that I will be a better Daddy the next day and the next day after that.
I have learned the truth in a saying that Hubby taught me long ago. “I love you more today than yesterday, but not nearly as much as I will love you tomorrow.”